Lost in regret, I…

Feel so deeply

I can’t seem to

Find the moving ground

Don’t cry, don’t cry

It won’t end


Pain will always be my friend.


Can’t seem to find someone’s shoulder
Who will I rely on when it’s over
Took a chance with you, it made me colder
Better on my own when it’s all over
So when I’m weak, who do I call?
My God it hurts, I can’t be calm
What do I do?
Do I run?
Tired of hate, tired of love
I’ve dug my nails into my arms
She turned and laughed at all my scars

What is my worth?
What is my worth?

Gave my love a piece of me
She put my heart beneath her feet
She turned and left, I question, “What’s my worth?”
Gave my love a piece of me
She put my heart beneath her feet
She turned and left, I question, “What’s my worth?”
My worth, my worth

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Fade

Make it all go away.


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Someday I’ll make it out of here

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time machine

Poetry here.


I got two red pills, to take the blues away.

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Hi Tumblr. It’s been a while.
wind, wave, and sand

i was the wind and you were the wave. you fucked me as you reached shore and we parted ways. through your despondency you found nothing but another piece of shit (sand) who, now that i realize, fits with you in perfect science, forming a damp sand often excluded from almost every beautiful picture of the beach. together alone, you are that thing that society avoids to see… 

it was there, where and whence i thought my pity ended, but don’t forget my little secret: i fucked you to begin with. and you will never know… 

though at one point you were close, i lied and you believed. anymore for you would have been a waste of time. post mortem, what little regret i had withered into the wind….

you were just the first to bite the fruit. just like eve and the serpent; except i never brought darkness to your life with truth… 

no… we will never be… not even remotely… we’re just past. 
in the generous sense.